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  HIDDEN WITHIN

  By

  A.B. Turner

  ( Part One of the ‘Within’ Series)

  Contents

  Title Page

  COPYRIGHT

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  ABOUT THE AUTHOR

  COPYRIGHT

  Copyright This is a work of fiction. The names, characters, incidents, and places are products of the author’s imagination and as such, are not to be misconstrued as real. Any resemblance to persons, living or dead, or actual events are entirely coincidental. The author acknowledges trademark status and trademark owners of various products referenced in this work of fiction, which have been used without permission. The publication/ use of these trademarks is not authorized, associated with, or sponsored by the trademark owners.

  Text copyright © 2016 A.B. Turner All Rights Reserved No part of this publication may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopy, recording, or any information storage and retrieval system without the prior written consent from the publisher, except in the instance of quotes for reviews. No part of this book may be scanned, uploaded, or distributed via the Internet without the publisher’s permission and is a violation of the International copyright law, which subjects the violator to severe fines and imprisonment. This book is licensed for personal enjoyment. Ebook copies may not be resold or given away to other people.

  DEDICATION

  My love and thanks to my family for their constant love, support and encouragement. But this book is also for those who may be known to the world and to those who will only ever be known to me, without you, there would be no story.

  ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

  My sincere thanks to all those who gave me the courage to write, to take a step out and try something new, especially Neeny, Ava and Jennifer, who were, and will always be, a source of inspiration.

  Also thanks to the wonderful friends I have made across the world and those closer to home, who have proven so many times, distance means nothing.

  Chapter 1

  As I pushed open the battered swing doors, I hoped against hope there would be no-one the other side, and, my first glance seemed to confirm I was alone. But after only a few steps, suddenly I felt a strong arm link through mine,

  Phil Weeks' familiar gruff voice hissed urgently in my ear, his hot breath condensing on my neck,

  "Come on, in here before anyone else turns up."

  As he roughly pulled me through a small, dingy door tucked away at the back of the deserted warehouse, I felt no desire to struggle or protest, in fact, as always, I felt nothing. Once through, he carefully closed the door, aware any unexpected noise could draw unwanted attention. He half-ran up the dismal flight of grey, stone stairs, illuminated only by the dim light from outside. Still without saying anything , I followed him, until we were in almost total darkness. He paused to face me , then pushed me against the dank wall, the rough edges of the uneven brickwork pressed against my back,

  “Now, I've been thinking about this all day,” he said eagerly, as he started to unbutton my uniform.

  I offered no resistance, as he was obviously unable to contain his desire any longer, he unceremoniously shoved my bra up over my breasts and fell upon them, like a starving man.He pulled me closer to his now-heaving body, I could feel his growing erection , what would happen next was inevitable. He released his grip on my breast, just long enough to quickly unzip his fly,

  “Go on, you know what I want. “

  In the half-light, I could see him grinning, dutifully, I knelt down and released his erect penis ,small and thick, surrounded by a tangle of dark, curly hair. I gripped it firmly, after closing my eyes, I slowly licked the tip before taking the whole thing in my mouth. I felt him shudder,

  “Oh baby,” he whispered, his voice sounding almost strangled, his hand on the back of my head, pushed me closer and closer until I was convinced I was going to gag, the now fully-erect penis pressed against the back of my throat.Almost immediately he began slamming into me so hard , I had to take hold of his now-quivering thighs just to stop myself from losing my balance and falling down the darkened staircase.

  “You love doing this, ” he whispered hoarsely, as always, I knew what he wanted to hear,

  “I’ll do anything you want,” I replied huskily, then licking my dry lips, I took him in my mouth again, I felt the muscles in his thigh clench,

  “I’m gonna come all over you, you ready for that ?” he gasped.

  “Always,” I answered.

  I heard his one last heaving breath, then I felt him cum, Phil slumped back on to the wall and sighed heavily, I didn’t move at all, suddenly I could hear the warehouse staff returning from lunch, they were chatting and laughing on the other side of the lower door. I wanted to be there with them, not here, not now, knelt in this damp corridor, feeling nothing other than sick, and, not only from taste of him.

  After he wiped his penis with a crumpled tissue, he carefully tucked it back into his boxers.

  “That was fucking amazing, you just get better at it,” he chuckled, not waiting or needing any response, he started back down the stairs.

  “I’ll go first, don’t want to get caught,” he whispered, grinning up at me, his dark eyes visibly glinting with smug satisfaction.

  I sat down and watched as he carefully peered through a crack in the door, when he obviously saw the coast was clear, he edged out, leaving me alone. I could have sat in the dark for hours, but after cleaning myself up as best I could , I re-buttoned my uniform, brushed the thick, grey dust from my trousers and headed down the stairs. I was so lost in thought, inadvertently I just opened the door, without checking ,but obviously a delivery had just arrived and everyone had congregated around the huge open doors, waiting for the trucks to unload. I grabbed my bag and headed for the staff canteen, my mouth still full of the sweaty taste of that dark penis, as I went in, Phil was now sitting at one of the tables laughing with his friends, he didn’t acknowledge me as I hurriedly grabbed a Coke and sat down at the corner table. They were all poring over a creased newspaper,

  “Look at her, I’d have her, I bet she’d be well up for it,” said one, jabbing his finger on the picture of a topless model.

  “Not with you, you wanker !” yelled another, the rest of the group jeered loudly.

  Their conversation echoed round the small room, every page seemed to provoke some comment, none of which I wanted to hear.Daniel was wiping down the table next to mine, he was always much quieter than the others, who, I had always felt did not entirely belong amongst all the mocking bravado of the other men.

  “You alright ? ” he asked quietly, “I can ask them to tone it down a bit.”

  I shook my head,

  “Just tired, and don’t worry about them, I’m used to it,” I replied, hoping he could tell I was genuinely grateful for his concern. The canteen door swung open, Kat sauntered in, she glanced over and walked across to join me ,

  “Alright darlin’” one lad called to her, “You can sit here if you want,” he laughed, patting his lap.She flicked her long, brown hair from her face, shot a withering glance in his direction, brown eyes flashing, then, shook her head slightly,

  “What a loser,” she said disdainfully,
the lad shrunk back, obviously embarrassed by this blatant knock-back, meanwhile Kat , satisfied she had made her point ,walked over to my table and sat down.

  “So this is where you’ve been hiding ? ” she began, ” I was beginning to think you’d been abducted.”

  “I’m not that lucky,” I replied simply. I loved Kat, depending on her mood, she could light up a room with a smile, but on a bad day, she had all the belligerence of an irate union leader calling for a strike. As I knew from past experience, it was near-impossible to hide anything from her , I opted to stare intently at the half-empty bottle in my hands. I knew exactly what her opinion would be if I told her about Phil, her condemnation would be blunt , in fact, I could almost hear her saying,

  “You’re a total fucking idiot for having anything to do with him!”

  I really didn’t need to hear it , after all, no-one needs to hear something they already know, just then one of the group yelled,

  “I’d bend her over and give her one, what a piece of filth!”

  Daniel turned angrily,

  “That’s enough guys, there’s ladies present!”

  The boys all looked round, their collective gaze landed on Kat and I,

  “What them ? You havin’ a laugh, they’ve probably done far worse, isn’t that right ?” one guffawed.

  The others all bayed with laughter, I rose from my table , quickly followed by Kat, walked over to them, rested my hand on his shoulder,

  “I’d only have done worse, if I’d done you,” I said sarcastically. The man blushed as the others all howled again with laughter,

  “You got burned !” they yelled, pointing at him and banging the table.

  “Good girl,” Kat smiled, clearly impressed, she quickly glanced down at her watch,

  “Oh crap, time I wasn’t here,” with that, she raced out of the door.

  I glanced back at Daniel, smiled, nodded my thanks and followed her out.

  Halfway down the corridor, I could still hear their raucous laughter and leering comments, I would have cheerfully sold my soul to keep walking, but I knew I had to stay.

  The rest of the afternoon went quickly, I buried my head in my work and tried to force out the memory of the smell of the damp corridor and the stale taste of come that still seemed to be in my mouth, but despite my best efforts, it was all I could think about. Why had I done it again ? I had never even really found Phil attractive but I had known he liked me, when it started, I thought it would be exciting, there was also that sense of danger, of doing something you know you should not do, but you do it anyway.

  But that first time, all those weeks ago, almost as soon as he had touched me, there was nothing exciting or dangerous, it was just as dark and sordid as the place we were in and I hated it – almost as much as I hated my weakness in believing it would fill the hollow, empty place I felt I had been carrying around forever. Every time after that, I had felt like nothing more than a hooker and a stupid one, after all I was providing the service, without even having the sense to charge, I knew I should stop, but I felt guilty, responsible for my own situation, after all, I had encouraged it, I had promised something and now he expected me to deliver, even though he must have known it meant nothing, he didn’t care – he was nuts happy to get his cock sucked.

  But I should have cared, known better, after all, there was no escaping the fact, there had been a lot of dark places over the years, a lot of ‘Phils’ and none of them had done anything more for me other than make the emptiness deeper and more painful, harder to ignore.

  Finally, the day was over, I grabbed my coat and headed out into the night, I was still lost in my own thoughts, when I heard footsteps behind me and a hand grabbed my arm ,I turned sharply, it was Phil,

  ”I can’t fuck about, Val’s expecting me home but just wanted to make sure you're not going to say anything,” his voice an urgent mixture of impatient and anxious.

  “Why would I now ? ” I replied wearily.

  “I just don’t want you getting fucking stupid , it’s a bit of fun for both of us, makes the days a bit less crap, that’s all, and I don’t want Val finding out..” his voice trailed off, as if the fact he was married, had only just occurred to him.

  “I’m not going to say anything, you’ve got nothing to worry about, I’m not some lovesick teenager, you know.” I replied shortly, I felt slightly annoyed and didn’t really know why.

  “Thought you’d say that, ‘cos you know what it’s like, when I’m that horny, I’d stick it in a fucking hole in the wall !” he laughed, “Now, like I said, I’ve got to go.”

  With that, he turned and strode off to his car, again, without a backward glance. Absent-mindedly I started to walk, I was halfway there before I realised I usually caught the bus, Phil’s words,

  “....a hole in the wall.”

  They kept circling round my mind, that’s what I was now...that’s all I was. I pulled the collar of my coat up around my face, trying to shield myself from some non-existent storm, and then set off for home.

  When I reached the familiar front door, I paused, I needed to get myself together before going in as I knew my daughter, Lainie would be in there, waiting for me , I knew I would cook dinner and talk about our days. She would chat excitedly about her friends, moan about her teachers and speculate on the chances of being asked out by some guy. Just imagining being with her, suddenly made it easier to forget my own day, so, like so often before, I buried the whole sordid experience in the very back of my mind somewhere, took a deep breath, then put the key in the door and went inside.

  The next day at work, Phil pounced on me while I hung up my coat,

  “ ‘Bout time you got here, I want a fucking word with you,” he snarled, his eyes narrowed with accusation.

  “Why....what’s happened ? ”

  “Brian wants to see us in his office, told me to catch you before we started....I’m warning you, if you’ve opened your fucking mouth...I’ll...” he struggled to find his words.

  “You’ll what ? ” I asked coldly, “Tell your wife ?”

  Phil stepped back , shifted his weight from one foot to the other, he looked like an uneasy little boy.

  “Come on, let’s find out what this is about,” I sighed heavily. I headed towards the main office, almost immediately, I realised Phil had yet to move,

  “Phil...we’ re not going to find anything out standing here, and it’ll only be worse if we keep him waiting,” I called back, this seemed to resonate with him and he started to follow me.

  As it turned out, Brian had just wanted to tell us about a two day training course in London.

  “It’s a new course and I want to send one of our more experienced staff, see what they get out of it,” he explained. I glanced at Phil, he was looking straight ahead, nodding, every inch the model employee.

  “See what you mean, boss, so you want one of us to go?” he asked.

  “Yes, well, having talked about it with the other managers, you two seemed to be the least likely to get into trouble away from home!” he joked.

  “Which one of us had you thought of sending?” I queried.

  “That’s why I called you in, sound you out, see who was keen, also I’ve got to let head office know this afternoon,” he explained.

  Phil and I exchanged glances, but before I had a chance to speak, Phil turned back to Brian,

  “I think she should go, after all, I’ve been away recently,” he began, “It’s a good opportunity for her.”

  Brian smiled broadly,

  “That’s big of you, Phil, just the kind of attitude I’d expect from a senior staff member...so what do you think? Are you up for a challenge?” he asked me.

  “Always,” I replied firmly. I saw Phil blush slightly as he clearly remembered the last time I had said that word.

  “Good, well that’s settled then, I’ll get on to the office and give you all the details later .. thanks you two, I won’t keep you any longer,” he finished, clearly relieved.

&n
bsp; Phil and I left the office, with the door firmly shut behind us, I had to ask,

  “Why were you so keen for me to go ? ”

  Phil shrugged,

  “I’ve been on these things, they’re as boring as hell, I didn’t want to get lumbered,” he answered simply.

  “Thanks, and here was me thinking you wanted to help me with my career,” I retorted with more than a hint of sarcasm. Phil smiled,

  “ Nah ! Anyway, you want to meet up later ..there’ll be no-one about just after lunch, you can give me another blow-job, and I know you want me to service those big tits.”

  “Maybe...let’s see how the day goes,” I replied carefully, knowing full well, I would do everything I could to be unavailable for the rest of the day.

  “Whatever,” he shrugged and ambled off.

  During the day, Phil passed me and looked over expectantly, but I made sure I was busy, or, at least, looked busy when he made an appearance. However, just before the end of the day, I heard my name called over the tannoy system, asking me to go to the warehouse. Almost as soon as I walked in, I felt a hand grab my arm and I was pulled through the door, it was Phil.

  “You avoiding me ?” he asked, his dark eyes searching my face.

  “’Course not, just been a really busy day, and with me going on this course, I thought I should....”

  Phil pulled me towards him, before I had a chance to resist , he kissed me, stuffing his tongue into my reluctant mouth,

  “Come on,” he whispered, leading back up the dark stairs. Once at the top, he kissed me again, then pulled back,

  “I want you nice and wet...I know what you want,” he hissed. I stood there, impassively, while he pushed his hand down the front of my trousers. He groped for a moment, and then rammed his stubby fingers inside me,

  “You like that,don’t you?,” his rasping voice sliced though the stale air between us. I said nothing , I just tried to forget about the grime under his invading fingernails ,

  “Getting hot and wet down there,” he continued, his smile turning more into a leer with every passing moment. He grabbed my hand and forced it on to his crotch , I felt his penis pressing against the zip of his trousers.